Prayer.

Prayer may not change things for you, but it for sure changes you for things.  ~Samuel M. Shoemaker


I definitely most certainly don't always know the answers to things. 
Actually most of the time, I never know the answer. 
I have a difficult time making up my mind, I struggle with making decisions and sometimes I want prayer to do it all for me. 
Sometimes, I want prayer to SOLVE everything to fix relationships, problems and situations. 
I suspect for God to hear my urgent, tearful, regretful prayer, then rush to fix it. 


But what about fixing me? 
Maybe the reason I am where I am, is to fix something anything within me. 


The answer is, I have no idea what I am going to do with my life, and I have no clue where I am going to end up. Right now though, it's exactly where I want to be. Cause if you were me, you would want the same thing. 


Cause I am not ready to be me, without being all of me.