I'm sitting on the floor of my dorm, I haven't blogged in months and I haven't really done much of anything, or everything at all lately.
For some reason I seemed to have think that I indeed was "busy" but the matter is that I am not busy at all but incredibly blessed.
So I sit here with a grateful heart because I am blessed.
Here are the reasons why.
1- I grew up in a family that loved God with all their heart, and their heart became my heart. I truly can say that he has been to good, just simply to good to me. I don't deserve to be where I am today, but by the grace of God I am, for this I am thankful. My family instilled in me what I needed to be me, they did nothing less the challenge me to figure out who I wanted to be, they are indeed the reason I am who I am.
2- My church, if it hadn't been for their prayers, hugs and smiles every sunday and wednesday I probably never would have made it through high school, middle school or elementary school. They put up with me when no one else would. I have them to thank for molding me first.
3- My school, Indiana Bible College. IBC. There is nothing earthly tangible about Indiana Bible College, you won't walk away with a degree that will let you into law school, or anything like that but you will walk away with the tools to get yourself, and others into heaven. And at the end of the day if it isn't about souls, then what is it truly about?
No. I won't ever make millions of dollars, I probably won't even make hundreds, but I will value the worth of soul forevermore.
For that I am blessed.
When my guidance counselor in high school found out what I was doing with my life, she laughed and then said..."oh" followed up by a couple of months later asking me if I was still doing that "bible" college thing.
Why Yes. I am, I am still doing what I consider the greatest thing on earth, I care about souls, not paychecks. My heart aches because I walk through my town and see the faces of people, I could have ministered to for years but never felt called, because I didn't feel qualified.
But God doesn't call the qualified. He qualifies the called, it is up to the called to equipped themselves.
So I am blessed to be at a place where I can equipped my calling.
I have friends who care about me, not because I run track with them or we go to the same parties, but because we have a burden for one another.
No friendship can ever compare to the ones that pray for one another diligently.
Beyond that I have a Job, I can afford to go out to eat sometimes and I have shoes that covers my feet.
I am blessed.